I'm my own person, I live my own life, I don't criticize anyone else's bullshit they do, even if I don't agree with it. Why am I always the victim? People make it seem like I'm such a horrible person. Why can't anyone ever take blame for their actions? I do. Why does everyone always have to turn shit around on me?
Let's start with my phone bill.
Alright the past 2 months I've gotten charged for this bullshit GPS that comes on my phone, but you don't have to pay for it unless you open it and ACTIVATE it. Well obviously my dumb ass of a mother doesn't understand that and thinks i must of "hit something to accidentally activate it"
Yet, when the T-mobile people say when we call about this bullshit to go online and go to games & apps, then my subscriptions. Well what do you know ITS NOT THERE. I wonder why, I DIDN'T FUCKING SIGN UP just like i told her i didn't. Anything I say, she doesn't believe any of it, and has to check on her own. and yet finds out I was right AGAIN. god damnit just take my fucking word, I know how to work my fucking phone, she's the damn one who doesn't know how to check missed calls, call voice mail. or when she first got her phone, TURN THE DAMN THING ON. and she thinks I DONT KNOW WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT. ALRIGHT yeah I must be stupid that I just make everything up, and end up being right every time, yep.
And with Erik.
We break up. he says he's not sure if he wants to get back together, so i keep asking when we can talk or if we're going to talk. all I get is "i'm not sure" or "i don't know what i want" or "i don't know". So i ask today again if we're going to cuz it seems like he would of come back by now if he was going to at all. and he just assumes i'm freaking out on him and is like "why do you always attack me" when is bullshit, cuz when i asked that i was 100% calm.
I can't handle this.
I really can't.
